Simple things can keep me vexed. I don't know how to explain my behaviour at times also. But I guess the most important thing is that I'm actually aware of it and from there try to rectify.
Like today's incident at lift. I knew they were outside, but inside there were strangers too. Personally for me, I can wait for the next lift, it's perfectly fine for me with anything. Today I didn't open the door for those outside to come in, it's not I delibrate don't want to open. If the whole lift only the group of us, I will definitely open door with no questions asked. But I think because of the strangers, also paiseh if last minute there are people coming in.
There's no right or wrong answers, but whether socially accepted or not. After discussing with friend, it seems that I'm in the 'wrong', not to the extent of legally wrong. Well, I do feel that too and was feeling quite bad about it. That's why I have been thinking about this the whole afternoon today. The difference in the thoughts will cause this kind of deviations.
And I have been procrastinating the logbook writing. Can foresee so much things to do this weekend.
Another thing is vex over some personal matters. Ahh, not a very good week this week.
2012-02-22
2012-02-11
Week 5
Another full week for me at IA. This week is rather tiring because I have something on after work almost everyday.
Talk about work. Actually compared to other jobs, I'm happy I've got this one. Supervisor is nice. Colleagues are nice and helpful too. Just that I feel there is somehow a thin barrier between individuals. This is in contrast to another department I always see everyday, haha. But nonetheless, there is nothing I could ask for since they hire me for IA. At this preliminary stage, there is nothing much I can learn because it's mainly data import works. Hopefully I can gain more at a later stage. :)
MONDAY
It was an impromptu decision and plan from HL. So I had to rush home after work at 6 because his gift is with me but at home. Did bathing, dinner and dish washing quickly before I headed down to NUS. But I was a little bit too late when HH got released from his evening class early! 真是的……
TUESDAY
Went for IPT session :(
WEDNESDAY
HH's iPhone got auto shutdown for no reason so he wanted to do an exchange at comcenter and he asked us whoever can accompany him go down do the exchange. Personally, my week is a bit hectic and just to do iPhone 1-to-1 exchange is a bit lame. So I didn't go but HL went down with him though and they had a sumptous Japanese dinner at Sushi Tei.
THURSDAY
A yearly buffet affair. This time round, the K9 gathering was held back to Kbox Cineleisure. The same place was chosen to be the venue 2 years ago when Jansen was about to fly to Australia for further study for the first time. This time round, the reason is the same, meet together before Jansen leaves SG next week.
Some updates: those at NUS continue to study at NUS campus. The NTU ppl had started IA, with YZ working in Schneider Electric. Those already in property industry seem to be doing well and being well off too.
This time round, we had 2 more guests - ZZ and Kenny Tan. Kenny was super super super rare guest. I think the last time I saw him was Oct 2008? Time flies. Now he even has a child and ZZ has finished his studies. On the other hand, Joseph started to prepare his wedding. The uni folks are in year 3 and soon we all will join the working force and another chapter begins...
SK is rather interesting. On FB I've noticed that he has put on some mass and it's rather obvious. When asked about IPPT, his view towards it was like a total 180 deg change lor. Now he doesn't even take IPPT. So I wonder those NSman, how many % can actually pass IPPT. Maybe those study uni ones still can la, but I feel that the real thing kicks in once you start your working life. Do you go exercise that often as in uni days?
Moving on to the food. I feel that there is room for improvement. The food which required coupons to "buy" were cold (supposedly to be one level higher than those laid there for our dining). Generally I didn't rave about buffet although it looks like best deal ever. Haha... And due to the fact that we hadn't been meeting each other for quite a long time (for me, I hadn't seen some of them for more than a year already), so it's more of dining together and chat and laughed rather than karaoke. So maybe next time can choose normal buffet? I'm fine with ala carte too, as long as it's a gathering event.
FRIDAY
Actually I want to stay out for a while before go home one. Then HH still haven't got over the hangover effect from the Monday gathering. Kept asking us to give him one more surprise. =.=
On the other hand, K9 side was quiet. There's car available for supper but Bay didn't sound out. It was a super boring night.
Talk about work. Actually compared to other jobs, I'm happy I've got this one. Supervisor is nice. Colleagues are nice and helpful too. Just that I feel there is somehow a thin barrier between individuals. This is in contrast to another department I always see everyday, haha. But nonetheless, there is nothing I could ask for since they hire me for IA. At this preliminary stage, there is nothing much I can learn because it's mainly data import works. Hopefully I can gain more at a later stage. :)
MONDAY
It was an impromptu decision and plan from HL. So I had to rush home after work at 6 because his gift is with me but at home. Did bathing, dinner and dish washing quickly before I headed down to NUS. But I was a little bit too late when HH got released from his evening class early! 真是的……
性感pose喔！
TUESDAY
Went for IPT session :(
WEDNESDAY
HH's iPhone got auto shutdown for no reason so he wanted to do an exchange at comcenter and he asked us whoever can accompany him go down do the exchange. Personally, my week is a bit hectic and just to do iPhone 1-to-1 exchange is a bit lame. So I didn't go but HL went down with him though and they had a sumptous Japanese dinner at Sushi Tei.
THURSDAY
A yearly buffet affair. This time round, the K9 gathering was held back to Kbox Cineleisure. The same place was chosen to be the venue 2 years ago when Jansen was about to fly to Australia for further study for the first time. This time round, the reason is the same, meet together before Jansen leaves SG next week.
Some updates: those at NUS continue to study at NUS campus. The NTU ppl had started IA, with YZ working in Schneider Electric. Those already in property industry seem to be doing well and being well off too.
This time round, we had 2 more guests - ZZ and Kenny Tan. Kenny was super super super rare guest. I think the last time I saw him was Oct 2008? Time flies. Now he even has a child and ZZ has finished his studies. On the other hand, Joseph started to prepare his wedding. The uni folks are in year 3 and soon we all will join the working force and another chapter begins...
SK is rather interesting. On FB I've noticed that he has put on some mass and it's rather obvious. When asked about IPPT, his view towards it was like a total 180 deg change lor. Now he doesn't even take IPPT. So I wonder those NSman, how many % can actually pass IPPT. Maybe those study uni ones still can la, but I feel that the real thing kicks in once you start your working life. Do you go exercise that often as in uni days?
Moving on to the food. I feel that there is room for improvement. The food which required coupons to "buy" were cold (supposedly to be one level higher than those laid there for our dining). Generally I didn't rave about buffet although it looks like best deal ever. Haha... And due to the fact that we hadn't been meeting each other for quite a long time (for me, I hadn't seen some of them for more than a year already), so it's more of dining together and chat and laughed rather than karaoke. So maybe next time can choose normal buffet? I'm fine with ala carte too, as long as it's a gathering event.
Shi Hao比我還要會自拍！
ZZ也加入...
跟Edwin合照……
最後是大合照
FRIDAY
Actually I want to stay out for a while before go home one. Then HH still haven't got over the hangover effect from the Monday gathering. Kept asking us to give him one more surprise. =.=
On the other hand, K9 side was quiet. There's car available for supper but Bay didn't sound out. It was a super boring night.
2012-02-07
幾個感觸
最近幾天雖然無驚喜無意外
但有時候還是覺得怪怪的
就覺得動作跟思維好像沒有一個神經線接起來
就事後才發現其實是不想做出這個動作
哎呀，很難解釋啦
是今天真的是夠力顯
同事不懂做莫
都不愛跟我講話
發現事有蹊蹺就去問他
他說他沒事
但我還是覺得有事啊
可是卻想不到發生什麼事
工事？私事？
而且我也沒發覺我得罪到他還是我做錯什麼
未品嚐到他買的咖啡算小事情啊
無傷大雅
真的想不通
再來就是whatsapp
開了一個K9的聊天室
我寫了東西也沒什麼人回覆
可憐到我
在想他們有沒有用whatsapp的
不過我還是保留自己的想法去解釋
希望來臨拜四證明我是錯的
哇，好久好久沒有看到那班K9的了
去年除了年頭吃了sakae sushi buffet後
多數再也就沒見面了
剩YZ還有SH在Geraint家過一夜
但覺得好像沒什麼交談到
氣氛怪怪的
有些一年多都碰不到面咯
現在做些什麼我都不知道
希望接下來幾個月IA還有放假
暫時離開讀書
可以重拾當年的high吧
我蠻欣賞那些沒有朋友的人
覺得沒有什麼朋友，日子一樣過得很好很充實
如果你去問隨便一個路人拿走他/她所有朋友
在一個沒有朋友的情境下過日子
恐怕沒有幾個做到
但有時候還是覺得怪怪的
就覺得動作跟思維好像沒有一個神經線接起來
就事後才發現其實是不想做出這個動作
哎呀，很難解釋啦
是今天真的是夠力顯
同事不懂做莫
都不愛跟我講話
發現事有蹊蹺就去問他
他說他沒事
但我還是覺得有事啊
可是卻想不到發生什麼事
工事？私事？
而且我也沒發覺我得罪到他還是我做錯什麼
未品嚐到他買的咖啡算小事情啊
無傷大雅
真的想不通
再來就是whatsapp
開了一個K9的聊天室
我寫了東西也沒什麼人回覆
可憐到我
在想他們有沒有用whatsapp的
不過我還是保留自己的想法去解釋
希望來臨拜四證明我是錯的
哇，好久好久沒有看到那班K9的了
去年除了年頭吃了sakae sushi buffet後
多數再也就沒見面了
剩YZ還有SH在Geraint家過一夜
但覺得好像沒什麼交談到
氣氛怪怪的
有些一年多都碰不到面咯
現在做些什麼我都不知道
希望接下來幾個月IA還有放假
暫時離開讀書
可以重拾當年的high吧
我蠻欣賞那些沒有朋友的人
覺得沒有什麼朋友，日子一樣過得很好很充實
如果你去問隨便一個路人拿走他/她所有朋友
在一個沒有朋友的情境下過日子
恐怕沒有幾個做到
2012-02-01
2012農曆新年
最悶最冷清的一次
先從年29開始說起吧
今年的農曆新年比較特別
因為初一落在星期一
所以照理說拜六禮拜就能休息
所以大概推斷
多數人都選擇拜五左右回鄉吧
表妹拜四夜車，隔天早上四五點到冷甲
我們拜六中午出發
則是晚上十點才到芙蓉
為什麼那麼遲
就是要去這裡去那裡辦事情
所以拖遲了
除夕也沒什麼事發生
就是整天坐在電腦前看戲
哈哈
還真的沒什麼娛樂
幸好Digi在芙蓉有3G網絡
還可以上網一下
不然真的超悶咧！
團圓飯就不錯，大魚大肉，吃到很飽
初一
午夜12點
家家戶戶放鞭炮
還真的有新年氣氛啊
應朋友要求，用手機把整個氣氛給攝影起來whatsapp給他們
whatsapp真的是超好用的！
才1分26秒的短片竟然要240MB！
早上如往常一般
起身就向長輩問好
這次才來三車人罷了
紅包也不如往年
初二就回新加坡了
一直到初六初七才轉移陣地去外婆家
小姨禮拜有做工
變到拜六就要出新加坡了
加上沒有麻將牌？！
怎麼過年會沒有麻將牌的？
但是比起婆婆家
外婆家比較熱鬧
因為有小賭一下
大家開桌聚在一起玩
我自己都有小勝RM 8哈哈！
為什麼說今年過年冷清呢？
1. 婆婆家才來了三輛車的人罷了，五舅公、姨婆的孩子都沒來
2. 初二就要趕回新加坡了，顯到～
3. 表弟表妹年初一初二都要做工，悶到這樣程度了
4. 外婆家現在少了外公、小姨拜六又出新加坡
5. 爸爸禮拜初七要趕出來傍晚去喝喜酒
不知不覺年快過完了，是有些許的不捨得
因為我覺得過年是一家大小可以聚在一起的節日
不應該因有其他的活動而要退行
這樣就真的有‘破壞’節日的氣氛
我還是很嚮往過去幾年的農曆新年的
希望明年會是如此
先從年29開始說起吧
今年的農曆新年比較特別
因為初一落在星期一
所以照理說拜六禮拜就能休息
所以大概推斷
多數人都選擇拜五左右回鄉吧
表妹拜四夜車，隔天早上四五點到冷甲
我們拜六中午出發
則是晚上十點才到芙蓉
為什麼那麼遲
就是要去這裡去那裡辦事情
所以拖遲了
除夕也沒什麼事發生
就是整天坐在電腦前看戲
哈哈
還真的沒什麼娛樂
幸好Digi在芙蓉有3G網絡
還可以上網一下
不然真的超悶咧！
團圓飯就不錯，大魚大肉，吃到很飽
初一
午夜12點
家家戶戶放鞭炮
還真的有新年氣氛啊
應朋友要求，用手機把整個氣氛給攝影起來whatsapp給他們
whatsapp真的是超好用的！
才1分26秒的短片竟然要240MB！
早上如往常一般
起身就向長輩問好
這次才來三車人罷了
紅包也不如往年
初二就回新加坡了
一直到初六初七才轉移陣地去外婆家
小姨禮拜有做工
變到拜六就要出新加坡了
加上沒有麻將牌？！
怎麼過年會沒有麻將牌的？
但是比起婆婆家
外婆家比較熱鬧
因為有小賭一下
大家開桌聚在一起玩
我自己都有小勝RM 8哈哈！
為什麼說今年過年冷清呢？
1. 婆婆家才來了三輛車的人罷了，五舅公、姨婆的孩子都沒來
2. 初二就要趕回新加坡了，顯到～
3. 表弟表妹年初一初二都要做工，悶到這樣程度了
4. 外婆家現在少了外公、小姨拜六又出新加坡
5. 爸爸禮拜初七要趕出來傍晚去喝喜酒
不知不覺年快過完了，是有些許的不捨得
因為我覺得過年是一家大小可以聚在一起的節日
不應該因有其他的活動而要退行
這樣就真的有‘破壞’節日的氣氛
我還是很嚮往過去幾年的農曆新年的
希望明年會是如此
這不是真正團圓飯！隨便煮隨便吃罷了……
這才是團圓飯啊！
一起打麻將
這個是會一個炮一個炮跳出筒來
這個是煙花來的
這個小小個的，也是鞭炮的一種，點燃了會跳起來然後在爆開成小小個的煙花再爆炸
這個很吵的，是會衝上天再爆
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